Unrealism: “In order to get rid of unreality—to delay its arrival—I want to connect to the world through resentment. I am developing a discourse against something: On the other hand, it is enough for me to go a little further in order for this aggression that keeps me alive and connects me to the world to turn into a feeling of abandonment: I enter the opaque waters of unreality... (isn't that what we call language: a state of appearance)